*sigh*

What a weekend...Emotional as heck... Things really are tough right now. I just want to be able to afford to visit CJ whenever I want, but I just can't. Why did I mess up my life for so long...? Why did I get myself into this awful mess I am in financially? This is stupid. I want to be cheerful and write a fun blog but I just can't right now.

I guess on the bright side I got to sleep in until 11 this morning, but then I had to work at 12. Good thing I am only 5 minutes away! Working again tomorrow, 15 hours a week is so not enough...*sigh*

Well I at least can look forwards to cheering pretty soon. A definite plus, hopefully my shoulder and knee hold up!