Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Not Impressed

So, I emailed my mother the other day, at her home email, and she did not respond. I mean really, I emailed her pictures of my dorm and let her know how I was doing, and yet nothing. That really upsets me. She is my mother! Why can't she take the time to appreciate how far I have come in life?? We have been through so much, from crap when I was born with my father, to me being depressed, and yet I still made it to college, on my own, and I am paying for it, by myself. It just seems to me that she should be somewhat proud.

Am I being selfish? I wish I had the kind of mother-daughter relationship my Memere and my Aunt have. Bot no, of course not. I want my mommy and daddy. I know none of my other posts have really been all that serious, but tonight, I am having a pity party. I am hurt, I am upset, and I just wish that my PARENTS would show that they give a damn about me and my accomplishments. I appreciate everything my aunt and memere have done for me, but it is not the same as having your parents. I may sound selfish right now but frankly I really do not care.

Thank you to those of you who have supported me. My memere, my aunt, my friends, my grandparents, CJ, CJ's family, Diane, Rolande, all of you have made things easier on me and you all mean the world to me. I love you.


  1. Even without knowing anything of your situation, Danielle, I can say this...you are NOT being selfish, and you should not think that anymore. Even at my age, there are still times I just want my Mommy.

    I think you seem like a lovely young woman and you should always be proud of yourself and be secure in your own worth, regardless of what anybody else does or does not do. There are times that, for whatever reason, we have to give ourselves the love we wish we could get from someone else. And, as you have done, be happy for the people that ARE in our lives. I, for one, am really excited to know you, and can't wait to know you better over time!

    You hang in there, kiddo...stay strong!

  2. I love you too Duncan =p

    Thanks Kim, I just got off the phone with my grandparents and they said my mom told them I emailed her but I never got one back. Pretty cool...


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