Not Impressed

So, I emailed my mother the other day, at her home email, and she did not respond. I mean really, I emailed her pictures of my dorm and let her know how I was doing, and yet nothing. That really upsets me. She is my mother! Why can't she take the time to appreciate how far I have come in life?? We have been through so much, from crap when I was born with my father, to me being depressed, and yet I still made it to college, on my own, and I am paying for it, by myself. It just seems to me that she should be somewhat proud.

Am I being selfish? I wish I had the kind of mother-daughter relationship my Memere and my Aunt have. Bot no, of course not. I want my mommy and daddy. I know none of my other posts have really been all that serious, but tonight, I am having a pity party. I am hurt, I am upset, and I just wish that my PARENTS would show that they give a damn about me and my accomplishments. I appreciate everything my aunt and memere have done for me, but it is not the same as having your parents. I may sound selfish right now but frankly I really do not care.

Thank you to those of you who have supported me. My memere, my aunt, my friends, my grandparents, CJ, CJ's family, Diane, Rolande, all of you have made things easier on me and you all mean the world to me. I love you.