Friday, September 17, 2010

WTB Friends?

SO it's so awesome how all of these adults are SO proud of me, the ones who are most proud are ones that I have never even met! But when it comes to hanging out with somebody on the weekend? FORGET IT! Everyone is too buy for usual. Seriously people do not seem to get that when I leave Maine, I will be back to visit but I am NOT coming back to stay. Once I start quick shipping, hopefully in a few weeks, I could leave any day.

Yeah I am whining. But I do not want to spend my last few weeks/months alone! I hate sitting at home, I really do. I have no cable and no internet, I can only work out for so long, and dammit I really get lonely!

I realize this is a stupid rant, but when CJ was here I was never alone. If he wasn't by my side he was simply a phone call I have nobody, and I am too social of a person to live like this, I really, truly am...


  1. Aww it was nice to see you yesterday love and you know you are welcome anytime. Anyone who doesn't care isn't worth it.

  2. I'm sorry you're feeling lonely. I wish I was closer; I'd take you out for some retail therapy! (I'm fun to go on retail therapy with; last time I went I bought myself a brand new car without telling my husband. It rocked.)

    When you ship out, love, a whole new world of friends and experiences will open up to you. You will continue to heal, you will build new relationships, you will grow, and you will see and do things that most people only dream of. You have the world by the tail, you know. You can do anything you want and I know you will do great things.

    Hang in there. This is a season, and this too shall pass.

    Love you.


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