Oh So Tired

I am tired. Plain an simple. Emotionally, physically, mentally, tired. I need Thanksgiving break to come so I can go home and rest. I can;t wait for a month of for Christmas. College is more tough on my body then it is work wise. I can handle the homework and all that, but missing my family, friends, and of course CJ, is tough. Things are SUPER stressful right now....I am not going to get into it but life is a whirlwind of worries and troubles.

Cheering starts for real this coming week. I need it. I need to work out my frustrations. What better way to do so than throwing a girl in the air right? LoL. I miss it so much, dancing, jumping, tumbling, stunting; I just can't wait!!

So last night my roomie made a blog. She said she can't seem to keep up with her paper and pen journals so she figured she would do what I do. Check her out!

So I am going to play some lame computer games and wait for the boy to call me. It is most definitely going to be an early night. No classes and no work tomorrow, so resting is what I will do!

Siiiiiiick

Ugh I am so sick of being sick! I never get sick!! WTF?!?!?!? Stress maybe? Whatever. SO today I worked 9-3....ugh lame. Then came back to the dorm and hung out with Jenny, Danielle, and Leah. We had a lot of laughs and it was a good time.


Definitely looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow. I am working 12-6 so I can sleep til like 1145 if I want haha. But nah I will probably get up and get breakfast with Jenny. Good night<3

'Nuff Said

Wonderful Week :)

My AMAZING boyfriend surprised me at 6:55 AM Monday morning by showing up on my doorstep. I almost cried and could not believe it! He left today :( It was very hard to see him go. We had sleepovers every night with my roommate and her guy friend and every night it was an adventure. Music and laughter and up until at least 2 AM, probably not the best for a college student, but it was an amazing time.

I just would like to say to the most amazing person in my life, I love you. Thank you for everything you have done and continue to do. I do not know how I would get through the everyday college, (and life) struggles without you. Even when things seem to be going downhill fast, such as YOUR CAR, we still manage to make it through and have fun. Who can find amusement at NAPA or whatever the heck it was? We sure do, and that is the reason I love you so much. Thank you<3

So after the boys left today, my roomie and I decided we needed to have a girls night. We went to the bank and I was ECSTATIC to see I have the money to pay this months bill easily!! I nearly burst into tears. Since I NEVER buy anything for myself, Jenny and I went and got some things for the room and I got a sweater dress and a Louis Vuitton make up bag thing. Tonight we are getting dinner at the Homestead restaurant since we haven't spent much time together lately and we haven;t gone out to dinner in ages. I am very exciter :)

I Am A Failure....AND I WANT UGGS!

So I had two tests this morning...Math and ECH and I think I did okay on math but ECH OH LORD! I didn't even answer two questions....I fail..

SO I just got done reading my wonderful boyfriend's wonderful mother's blog and I am VERY upset. Ms. Hallie says she thinks that Uggs are ugly! *Gasp* NEVER! I would kill for a pair. My poor little feetsies are always so cold!!!! Apparently when I moved to Farmington I moved to Alaska. Oh BY THE WAY we are supposed to get snow flurries today. Yep, here it is October 2nd and the wonderful weather report says SNOW! Now maybe if I had some comfy Uggs I would feel better about this. MAYBE if I had worn Uggs to my test I would have done better *sigh*

So I guess I should go start begging for Uggs for Christmas. Only 83 days ya know ;)

College....Why Must You Hate Me?

Yesterday I found out that Financial Aid can do nothing to help me. My payments this semester are $400 a month and next semester they jump to $600 :( I truly can't afford that. I emailed my mother and asked her to do a Parent PLUS loan, all I need her to do is get denied, but she did not answer me and that makes me think she is not going to do it...


Why is money such an issue all the time? Working at Dunkin Donuts is not going to cut it and I would love to get another job, but there are none. Farmington is so small, and not having car makes job pickings very slim.


I don't know what I am going to do...but I have worked too hard to lose everything because I can't afford it. It's not fair! Sorry to whine and complain I just don't know what to do anymore...

So About Those Care Packages

So I realized while talking to a wonderful lady by the name of Laura today, that I keep whining about not having any food and wanting care packages so I should probably throw some ideas of what I like out there!