tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2592765521565501424.post6471706721298334608..comments2022-08-04T06:51:57.195-04:00Comments on Not Your Average Girl: 5 Months too long....Not Your Average Girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14493765331159307365noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2592765521565501424.post-58721310096176030082010-09-15T12:46:18.532-04:002010-09-15T12:46:18.532-04:00Danielle,
Sending you my ongoing prayers.
Sendi...Danielle,<br /><br />Sending you my ongoing prayers. <br /><br />Sending peace. <br /><br />xo xo <br />Deb EstepDebra A. Estephttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12804813869564573239noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2592765521565501424.post-81720990001926213822010-09-15T11:27:31.397-04:002010-09-15T11:27:31.397-04:00when i am lost and confused and totally out of con...when i am lost and confused and totally out of control i turn to God. The bible is such a comfort and his (Gods presence) is so there when i need him most.<br /><br />No matter what you think or believe (and it is totally OK to think and believe what you choose) YOU ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE for what CJ chose to do... He had an illness one that he hid well from EVERYONE and that my darling is the nature of that horrid theiving illness. <br /><br />It steals from the victim the ability to reach out to let others know of the pain... and even IF YOU knew more than most you still did not know the deepest darkest parts because ONLY CJ and God knew... and maybe not even CJ because IF he could have identified them then he WOULD have seen that killing himself would NOT fix the problem it would only give more pain than is imaginable and HE WOULD NEVER EVER HAVE DONE THAT if he HAD known.<br /><br />SO continue to reach out ... continue to laugh to cry to grieve get angry deny accept and of course never forget ... but SOMEDAY you will not hurt as badly and you will remember CJ with only the love and happiness... and a big smile for what you had and what was. <br /><br />BUT there is NOT a time frame there is NOT a right or wrong way... it is all individual... <br /><br />your true friends will not leave or get angry they will simply have tissues and popscicles (when my kids were little popscicles cured everything) handy for when you need them...<br /><br />Love you...<br /><br />5 months... so short yet so long... miss you CJLaura ~Peach~https://www.blogger.com/profile/06436851234824883774noreply@blogger.com